Until you happened 

​I didn’t know that the pain of this intensity even existed, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes a simple act sleeping peacefully could be such a task, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes, I was more afraid of myself than anyone else, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes all the easy things would be a chore that is until you happened 
You reduced your best friend/confidant/supporter to mere acts of pleasure 
Left without with providing a closure 
Can you sleep knowing you just murdered someone emotionally? 
You used your words to cut me precisely and oh so brutally 
Just remember guilt is a slow poison 
When it will come to you, there isn’t nothing beautiful about that sensation 
At least I’m broken and can be fixed
What about you? 
All you’ll ever be is a living dead


15 thoughts on “Until you happened 

  1. beautifully written and why most of the girls especially write about only displeasure or heart break or breakups..why there is no poems describing the love they get from the guy..the moments they share…this is just a curious question, though myself being an Indian folk, i could not understand , so far i have not seen any positive romantic poems from Indian girls..all i see is longing for love or break up or heart pain, every love has a painful time and fight but why that to be portrayed that end of world..i too face such fights and even hurt but i do just cherish the happy moments ..


    1. The weight of sadness always weighs heavier my friend. I’m sure if you step into the shoes of all the Indian girls you’re referring you will not feel like singing praises lol!
      I truly hope that you don’t get to experience what the girls who have written have felt.


      1. I do, I do feel friend..of course i do..even at this moment at the end my close one is swearing at me..giving so much pain to me..hurting a lot for being in blogging….for getting and replying to comments for girls…can i stop writing? that’s my passion…can i write the pain i go through when such filthy words she use..but that’s life..i cant keep writing negative poems to the readers..100% all indian girls write such painful poems..hope indian guys not killing them that much..


    2. *girls who have written sad poems have felt.
      It is indeed the most heart breaking thing to bleed on paper. The magnitude of pain is indescribeable. So, please make no judgment about it.


      1. im not making any judgement but i just feel…why it’s only the pain they go through with the guy..why cant write about the moments they are happy with those guys…


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