Be firm; Say No to Toxicity 

When all you gave was love 
And all you received in return was indifference 
When your thoughts become foggy
And your judgment’s become cloudy
You wonder,
Though you know they’re toxic
And even so, you still run towards them like they’re your air, so essential and like a need so basic
It is time now, tune up your standards, girl
If the sole thing they’re bringing is disdain,
Hurl ’em out, girl
Open the screens on your eyes and lower that rose tinted glass,
You’ll find out for yourself that they’ve always been nothing, but only unworthy and crass.
And, finally the truth will set you free.
You’ll taste freedom, that’s your only key.

 

Until you happened 

​I didn’t know that the pain of this intensity even existed, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes a simple act sleeping peacefully could be such a task, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes, I was more afraid of myself than anyone else, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes all the easy things would be a chore that is until you happened 
You reduced your best friend/confidant/supporter to mere acts of pleasure 
Left without with providing a closure 
Can you sleep knowing you just murdered someone emotionally? 
You used your words to cut me precisely and oh so brutally 
Just remember guilt is a slow poison 
When it will come to you, there isn’t nothing beautiful about that sensation 
At least I’m broken and can be fixed
What about you? 
All you’ll ever be is a living dead

A promise to myself 

Wisdom arrived late, at least better than never

I understood that I cannot control a few things, one way or another 



The only evidence of my past is my memories of it



Some of the painful ones are etched in mind down to every bit



But, I’m the master of my mind 



I’ll choose my memories wisely, not from the same old grind 



This time the choice will be mine 



And, with myself, I resolve to be kind


• Stay away from them •


Do you observe the way in which they masterfully pin the blame on you, even if they’re the ones who have sinned under the broad daylight? Stay away from them. 


Do you want to know if cowardice is the most dominant component in their blood? Observe them in the moment of truth. Honesty usually sets their blood on fire. So, when you confront them for the truth, but only find ashes on their departure. Stay away from them.


And, I am not yet qualified enough to speak about the ungrateful people yet. It’s beyond my understanding. Like, how can they function – breathe, knowing that they’ve sucked another person’s magic to make up for the lacking of their own. When they take a refuge under your roof when in despair, but are surprisingly nonchalant to drill holes in the same roof that once saved them from the storm. Just stay away from them. 



You’re good enough 

Not good enough- is something that you tell yourself more often than others would

Always discovering new ways to torture your soul
Finding flaws in yourself is your guilty pleasure
You shed tears, but darling they’re the most valuable treasure 
You wonder when you’ll find the strength to set an end to this emotional trauma 
Simply remember, failure is not an end only a comma
You’re loaded with the ammunition of grace 
Beauty is not in the FACE
Try believing in yourself,  just try it once again darling

If someone tells that you are not enough , then those cowards are only lying 
’cause you’re good enough and always have been


We’re all just the same 

I wanted you to be different 

 But, Can I really complain when we’re all exactly the same? 


Sin in our blood stream 

Heartache on our minds 

Can I really complain when we’re all exactly the same? 


Confused souls

We have all lost our minds

Can I really complain when we’re all exactly the same? 

Smiling on the exterior 

Battling  interior

Can I really complain when we’re all exactly the same? 

~🌹

Brokeness was not her.


She was the girl who cried herself to sleep every night

How would you expect her not to when  sharp shards of the broken glass of his betrayal made her soul bleed each time with a fresh wound in a new place with a cruel memory 

Eventually a day arrived, where she realized that an epic betrayal in life was  inevitable 

And so she slowly came to terms that not all smiling, promising faces meant well for mind and body

That was then she resolved that she cannot control people breaking her

That also came about the day when she swore that brokenness will no longer be  synonymous with her name.

Because now she simply wanted to tell stories about an epic rebirth as she filled all empty spaces of his betrayal with the love she owed herself and picked herself up.