Until you happened 

​I didn’t know that the pain of this intensity even existed, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes a simple act sleeping peacefully could be such a task, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes, I was more afraid of myself than anyone else, until you happened 
I didn’t know that sometimes all the easy things would be a chore that is until you happened 
You reduced your best friend/confidant/supporter to mere acts of pleasure 
Left without with providing a closure 
Can you sleep knowing you just murdered someone emotionally? 
You used your words to cut me precisely and oh so brutally 
Just remember guilt is a slow poison 
When it will come to you, there isn’t nothing beautiful about that sensation 
At least I’m broken and can be fixed
What about you? 
All you’ll ever be is a living dead

Celebrating 100 followers. (does it make sense?) 

Lover, 

I’m not excited about trying to entwine my fingers with you and FIT my hand perfectly between the spaces of your fingers. Because  if anything , you should know I hardly fit anywhere. 

But I’m looking forward to letting your soul make mine dance till I cry. I want tears lots and lots of tears but mind you, only happy tears because I’ve spent most of my yesterday crying  them sad  sad tears. 

Lover, whenever its dark in my hellish paradise don’t fret looking for a lamp trying to light up life. Because I know how to light up my world, alright. I’ve been doing it since forever.All  I want  you is to  be by my side and be not afraid of my dark. 

So does this letter to my imaginary lover seem a lot like desperation to you? 

But why does it sound  to me a lot like hope? 

Maybe because I want to meet people in my life who are only dope. 

And remember my dear lover if you ever try digging on my insecurities with your little shovel. 

 Do know I’m capable of making you taste a little bit of unforgivable hell. 

DEAR ALL MY READERS WHO TAKE TIME AND LISTEN OR ERR READ(?) MY POSTS THANK YOU SO MUCH. HONESTLY IT’S RELIEVING TO DROP ALL MY DEFENCES DOWN AND BE VULNERABLE IN THIS PLACE, ONLY PLACE ON EARTH. I’M FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR THIS PLACE AS IT IS A WINDOW WHERE I’VE BEEN SHOWING MY REAL TRUE SELF.. IT’S LIBERATING. 


Thank you! 


First Post : Short Intro

I write because because I believe that words have great power to  impact  people. Words have impacted my life in a strangely beautiful way.

I’m the kind of person who is shy ,anxious but also yearning to break way from everything that’s holding me back. I want my blogging journey to help me shape myself to be better and I want to use my own knowledge and experiences to help someone in trouble.

I’m a real person with real issues and I want to discuss it with other like minded individuals. 

Join me in my journey ☺

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Affectionatelyours ❤